Break up

I knew you were here
And leave just before I get in
And in spite your note
That you write without even look
I hold you close on my thoughts

Did you think was I who give up first
Could have been more than just a mess
But to breath
Used to be a natural thing
Now I take anxiety pills


It´s time to wake up
And suck all the pain
That I keep falling into
It seems like a drug

I feel like I never close the door
I´m sorry that it shows up
I´m crying for be over
To take a change on life


Now I know that is more
That began with goodbye
´cause today I know that never again
I will let myself feel that way

It´s time to take a decision
That began in split up
‘Listen this day we know that never again
Will you know me that way


It´s time to break up
Embed the feelings
That keeps me drowning into
This hallucinated reality

I gotta close the door
It´s okay if that shows up
I´m praying for a second change
It must be in separated ways

me 28.09-2005